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Really...
Even when I find a job for a month it end up like that, so without it it's even worst.
It's kinda the first day of summer holiday today with my siblings and I at home, and of course I'm the one that take all the blame, on my back, since my mom won't say it to my face directly >> my brother is young and spend his day saying he's bored, and my sis is dumb and failed all her exam since junior high, but since I have my degree and she's lost cause, I am the only one that have to get a job on every damn moment of my free time and get blamed if I don't.
Looser, good for nothing, deadbeat, failure, I'm gonna be called names everyday till september, hourray >>
I am supposed to do one productive thing a day >> she doesn't even do it herself how I am supposed to do that...
Not as if they claim half of my scholarship and already planned to decorate their new house with my salary if ever I remain here once I'll have my master and found a job...
The new thing my mom throw at me is "Why you're not even rich yet with your drawing ? You should pay your daily expense with it!" as if she knew anything about drawing and value *sigh*
Only way I can make money in between my tutoring is by drawing, if I get money through commish I could at least have a reason so she doesn't throw me out of the house so I'd do "something outside", I think she doesn't understand that it isn't because I'm in my room most of the time that I do nothing *sigh*
I still think I shocked her when I told her there are some people on here I'm friend with for 7 years... not even sure she believed me.
Anyway... Gonna be harsh holidays... I don't even have rl friends to see or go out with >> (my closest friend is gonna make a tour of european capital with her boyfriend a big part of summer...)
Still 10 weeks to go.
-3 days later-
Now I'm being called good for nothing worm in front of family's friend, next what ? she'll tell how useless I am in her eyes to complete stranger ?
She yelled at my brother who wanted to help by cleaning the windows not so greatly but he tried his best, just great >>
Not as if yesterday it was my brother's birthday and my father threw a tantrum saying birthday was bullshit and a 9 yo kid shouldn't need it to be celebrated anymore, he prevented my mother to come eat the cake with us and we had to keep quiet and eat head low.
Still 10 weeks to go. (And two years of being treated like shit hourray)
Even when I find a job for a month it end up like that, so without it it's even worst.
It's kinda the first day of summer holiday today with my siblings and I at home, and of course I'm the one that take all the blame, on my back, since my mom won't say it to my face directly >> my brother is young and spend his day saying he's bored, and my sis is dumb and failed all her exam since junior high, but since I have my degree and she's lost cause, I am the only one that have to get a job on every damn moment of my free time and get blamed if I don't.
Looser, good for nothing, deadbeat, failure, I'm gonna be called names everyday till september, hourray >>
I am supposed to do one productive thing a day >> she doesn't even do it herself how I am supposed to do that...
Not as if they claim half of my scholarship and already planned to decorate their new house with my salary if ever I remain here once I'll have my master and found a job...
The new thing my mom throw at me is "Why you're not even rich yet with your drawing ? You should pay your daily expense with it!" as if she knew anything about drawing and value *sigh*
Only way I can make money in between my tutoring is by drawing, if I get money through commish I could at least have a reason so she doesn't throw me out of the house so I'd do "something outside", I think she doesn't understand that it isn't because I'm in my room most of the time that I do nothing *sigh*
I still think I shocked her when I told her there are some people on here I'm friend with for 7 years... not even sure she believed me.
Anyway... Gonna be harsh holidays... I don't even have rl friends to see or go out with >> (my closest friend is gonna make a tour of european capital with her boyfriend a big part of summer...)
Still 10 weeks to go.
-3 days later-
Now I'm being called good for nothing worm in front of family's friend, next what ? she'll tell how useless I am in her eyes to complete stranger ?
She yelled at my brother who wanted to help by cleaning the windows not so greatly but he tried his best, just great >>
Not as if yesterday it was my brother's birthday and my father threw a tantrum saying birthday was bullshit and a 9 yo kid shouldn't need it to be celebrated anymore, he prevented my mother to come eat the cake with us and we had to keep quiet and eat head low.
Still 10 weeks to go. (And two years of being treated like shit hourray)
Breed Creation Contest - Open + Deadline Extension
Challenge your creativity
Extended to 26th of February
(cause I was unable to be online and entertain for the last 3 weeks!)
If I can quote myself :
There are as many potential breed based on a simple concept as there are artists willing to think about it.
Here is the idea, I provide a basic concept to be used in the creation of a breed.
What I expect :
One file breedsheet (can be a drawing, drawing with info in AC or a detailed journal)
Which informations should there be:
Origin/History
Appearance (Physical traits & coat colors, markings etc)
Behaviors & Temperament
Breeding details
Discipline
The t
Breed concept - What do you truly own? (Stealing)
Hello dear watchers,
I didn't plan to debate on this issue because for me it was not an issue in the first place but since I am accused of stealing a breed.
If you are not interested by the backstory feel free to scroll down to the next ********* for the debate
The little story:
You all remember at Easter I posted Jack because I wanted a rabbit pony and that is the concept I came up with:
You knows me and when I like something I always make it a breed to share. (making a breed on it's own is more challenging as well)
Before I actually make a breed I always look around to see if there is any breed that is really close to
Leftover Sales horse + mule
Here are some babies that didn't find a home from previous sales
#3
250 :points:
250 :points:
#1
OCs open for RPs
Because there several of my chars that are open for rp but I'm not always updating their ref...
If you feel like rp-ing with one of them feel free to comment here or on their ref.
So here you go by specie:
Staff:
Daniel Alski - playboy
Hugo Ayres - gentle bear
David Helson - shy horror movie lover
Kalen - invisible man
Slyth Greys -sister complex
Peter Raumon - good guy
Scarlet - broken hearted
Elizabeth Metani - clever
Human:
Magician Berlioz
Theresa
Horses:
347 Tristan
Wolf
Friday the 13th
October 31st
Dogs:
Weres:
SS- Sabre sabertooth
SS - Lame sabertooth
SS - Grim sabertooth
SS - Mel sabertooth
Kyle - werewolf
Nezumi the neko
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Christ >: Honestly this all sounds like emotional abuse, really. I hope you can escape it somehow - easier said than done, I know.